This is my cybertext memoir in progress, the unfolding story of my life. I was doing well, beginning to make some progress with love until we moved to Kenya in 1965. I started using recreational drugs in Kenya, booze and pot. My internal progress slowed to a crawl until 2016, when I stopped drinking and 2019 when I gave up drugs period. Recreational drug use severely limited my progress. For me, it's effectively one or the other. Leela never gave up. She wrestled me back onto the spiritual quest and I'm making progress once again. If you want to tip the writer you can PayPal me at waltz23 at gmail dot com.